Space Traveler Discloses Emotional Distress After ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse Following Journey

Crew Member during mission
Amanda Nguyen, a women's health researcher, was onboard the New Shepard NS-31 rocket in April 2025.

A Vietnamese-American astronaut has opened up regarding her emotional downturn after being subjected to a relentless barrage of criticism in the aftermath of a pioneering women-only spaceflight.

The 34-year-old activist – recognized as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the short-duration mission earlier this year, which also featured well-known figures.

The mission was met with derision by some, who questioned its cost and environmental footprint.

Reflecting on the experience, the astronaut, who made history as the pioneer for her community, stated the negative reaction eclipsed her moment under an landslide of gendered hatred.

“I told her my depression might last for years,” the astronaut shared in a public message, describing a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the period after the journey.

She portrayed the news reports and online discourse as an unprecedented psychological assault.

“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she confessed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”

Overshadowed by Sexism

Ms. Nguyen, who has dedicated her work to female health science and operated research during the mission, said all her lifelong efforts – including her scientific research and years of training to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was buried under the avalanche of gendered attacks.

She is best known for her tireless campaigning protecting the rights of victims of sexual violence.

Her own goal of reaching space was put on hold after being assaulted during her university years, leading to a long campaign for accountability.

The Fog Begins to Lift

Months following fulfilling her dream, she noted the deepest pain is gradually receding, and she expressed gratitude the supporters whose kindness pulled her through. “You were my salvation,” she said.

She concluded that amid the criticism, important benefits had come out of the experience, such as increased focus on her scientific work and chances to influence leaders.

Flight Details

The computer-piloted New Shepard rocket lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the all-female team on a brief suborbital flight that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.

The team of pioneers also comprised leaders in different industries.

The company behind the flight is a private space firm launched by a prominent billionaire entrepreneur.

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